Dear Kenny,

I know it's hard. This past 2 weeks maybe longer than a period that you have faced...ever. Do know that there will be a time when the bitch will look back and realize.. "Dammit! Why did I ever let him go?!". You're a gem sweetheart. Yes, you do miss her. If you did not, that just shows how much you didn't love her enough. Rest assure my dearest friend that better things are coming your way. Love is complicated..

So,

It's ok to smoke.
It's ok to drink.
It's ok to get high.
It's ok to beat yourself up.
It's ok to have suicidal thoughts.
It's ok be on verge of self destruction.
... It's ok to just, let go.

As you realize that you're already at the bottom of the bottle, there is nowhere else to go, but UP. And like a golden phoenix rising from the ashes, you will have your glory again.

We care about you. We'll always be there for you when you need us.
Take care sweetness.

Happy Birthday

25th May 2008 marks the day of an important occasion. But due to my baby's bad flu (ehem, not to mention that we both woke up at 5.30pm... =p ), the celebration was grandfully opened with a game of GT, followed by a romantic trip for two to the car wash and closed by a beautiful teatime at Idaman with servings of excuisitely prepared nasi lemak. But nonetheless, the day was worth it for one and sole reason only.. he was there.

Happy Birthday My Dearest Zulkarnain Zubir. May this year brings you more joy and health and know that there will always be someone who will walk with you every step of the way. I am truly honoured to have you as my partner, loving what I know of you, and trusting what I do not yet know. I eagerly anticipate the chance to grow old together, getting to know the man you will become, and falling in love a little more every day. I promise to love and cherish you through whatever life may bring us. In the presence of the world, I offer you my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow. I will love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.

left or right?

Main Entry: 1de·ci·sion
Pronunciation: \di-ˈsi-zhən\
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English decisioun, from Middle French, from Latin decision-, decisio, from decidere to decide
Date:
15th century

1 a: the act or process of deciding b: a determination arrived at after consideration : conclusion 2: a report of a conclusion 3: promptness and firmness in deciding

...at least that's what webster says. truth be told, is there really such a thing as a 'firm decision'? something that you could actually take action upon and never look back, never even give the slightest amount of pondering? well, again, it is both yes and no.

a firm decision comes with 'determination', seeing things through till the end-mission accomplished. so going back to the original question, does the term 'firm decision' logically exists? the answer is a definite, yes. however, from another point of view, 'firm' being fully behind the act without a wink of emotion? a consideration of whether the right choices have been made?..hell, no. we're only humans.

so embrace that humanity. once upon a time, i was lucky enough to be told a secret from a very wise source- the whole concept of journey.. "it doesn't matter which road you take as it will lead you to your written destiny. the journey will only give you one thing and one thing only, the strength to accept your fate, now, that's where the true test lies. when you have the power to surrender, that is when you are truly... whole."

USAHA. DOA. TAWAKAL... REDHA

sushi craving

It was just one of those day when you hear a conversation that goes something like this:

guy: What do you wanna eat?

girl : Anything.

guy: Wanna eat rice?

girl : Still kenyang.

guy: Wanna have cakes?

girl : No, i wanna have something filling.

guy: Fine. U choose.

And so, Sushi Groove @One Utama it was. I LUUURRRVVEEE that place. One of the most attractive, reasonably priced, delicious fusion sushi menus, execellent service.. and the highlight? Can smoke wei!!! ok, probably not at the dining table, but a confortable section where you can can bring your drinks and lepak for awhile while they prepare your food. Once it's served, "Sir/Ma'am, your food is ready". Super coolness!

p/s: Please dont go there. I love it too much, to let all you buggers fill up the seats while I wait in line.

p/p/s: There was suppose to be more food pictures, but vain moment, so it's all us baybeh! Next time k . =p

new kinda fix

Welcome to my world, Ajoi.

How about a VIP ticket, front seat. Let's say for.... a lifetime?

*wink*